...yield properly

I had the chance to fly Portland to Portland, and in doing so to cross five weeks of roadtrip in one day. This ability to travel by plane has erased all need for Lewises and Clarks anymore. However, I suppose it provides opportunities for adventures Sacagawea could never have taken them through. Either way, by bookending the country in this way I thought there would be some fun or poetic excitement. There was no excitement. There was one long day with two connections, three explanations of safety procedures and many hours in waiting rooms. Fun…

But it was poetic. On one flight I sat next to a wonderful lady who was taking a poetry course and used to teach English and had daughters who should do theatre and we had a grand time looking at her and her classmates’ work together. 

The next flight I got to switch to the exit row because it wasn’t full, which means more rooms for long legs and wide shoulders. Yes! The flight attendant swung by and asked, as is procedure:

            “You are sitting in an exit row. Have you familiarized yourself with the safety procedures featured on this plane and are you willing and able to assist the flight crew in the event of an emergency?” Honestly, I didn’t even let him finish.

            “You haven’t met anyone more willing and able. I am fully prepared to tell women to ‘Take off your heels before you jump!’” He looked at me quizzically. “You know, so the slide doesn’t pop.” I pointed to the no smoking symbol with a heel in the middle instead of a cigarette and he laughed and said perhaps I should be a flight attendant. It is a definite bucket list item.

Leaving Portlandia was great because I was anxious to get home. All that time in a van moving ever forward makes one long for a bit of consistency. But it wasn’t all celebration. Portland is a great city and I wasn’t there for too long. The locals called it the city of bridges for assumable reasons but I felt like it was the city of pedestrians (there's a bridge for that, too). Never before have I felt like, as an automobile operator, I was driving on roads that belonged to those on bikes or feet. There was no chaos, people were not leaping into the road or jaywalking, but it felt as though the design, the DNA of the city wasn’t meant for me. I was always yielding the right of way to someone else. But that changed as soon as I parked and walked to Powell’s Book Store where I meandered my way through four floors of stocked stacks to the drama aisle and found myself some gems.

I also swung northwest of the city to a beautiful coastal hill-topping town called Astoria, where the Columbia river meets the Pacific Ocean. Here there is a real sense that the country has come to an end, as if the river carries with it all the exhoes of experiences and peoples of the mainland and meets the great unknown distance. There is no more land to walk on, no more Westward to go. I visited a couple of friends there and they took me to see a lighthouse over the 3-mile bridge to Washington, the trendy downtown and the house where the Goonies was set in. It is a gorgeous town that felt very much like home to me. 

There is much that feels like home here, actually. Green with pine, coastal, bricked buildings and lighthouses. The same kind of folk roam the streets, tattooed and fluorescent, young and aware of their youth. This is different than many of us who are young and let it pass by in the pursuit of a middle aged life we don’t know we’d trade for youth once we got. I am wooed by this relaxing self-awareness that shucks off the pressure tall buildings and corner offices press down upon us as we saunter under their manmade shade. The Portlands both express this, but perhaps Oregon does it better; we are too close to New York City and they are bunkmates to cool California. Either way, I yielded all my apprehensions about leaving, any unfinished business and all my frustrations with this air travel and accepted that I was headed home. Another time I would visit again, I'm sure. This time I will cross the country, and it will only take one day.  

...light up

 Some Santa Barbara

California is indeed a menagerie of climates and atmospheres and moods. I didn’t see the entire south-north stretch, but I got most of it from Los Angeles through Sacramento and up to the Mount Shasta area before leaving the state for Oregon. I believe the Northwest really begins in the roots of Shasta. Though Sac and The City and L.A. and Santa wherever each have a unique feel, they are certainly all California-y. 

Some Hollywood

But as soon as the flatness starts rumbling again and that white capped mountain shines brightly in the distance, things begin to change. The pines come out in force, and rivers dig gorges into earth again and rocks thrust into the sky in a frozen excitement loom over the winding man-made highway. This is the Northwest.

But before I was there I was somewhere between the Southwest and the West.

Some Vegas

It seems like so long ago, now, when I was standing in Las Vegas looking up at sights I’d only seen in movies and feeling a bit cardboard, like I was in one of those movies, as a prop or scenery perhaps, that those facades would all be torn down when the final take is completed, to be replaced, that the illusion of three-dimension was accomplished by skilled artists and master magicians. I couldn’t do anything but stand and look around—besides, there isn’t really anything to do if you aren’t checking in somewhere and gambling. Perhaps that isn’t completely true—it felt that way—for it wasn’t void of excitement. No, there was electricity in the air—not just what was lighting up the whole strange colony—and everyone was in love. Couples meandered, took selfies and laughed, sometimes stumbling, and that joy was infectious. This is the city of sin, right? Well I didn’t have much time to indulge in many of my vices, so a cigarette had to suffice. I lit up, looked around, left.

Some San Simeon

After the long descent through Apple Valley the great state of California greeted me and I managed my way into L.A. Good thing for GPS; without it navigating the inverted labyrinths of roadways would have been impossible. Southern California was not without its perks—namely congenial weather—and the traffic wasn’t even so bad as the rumors purport. But you do drive everywhere. I know I drive everywhere in my own hometown, but the driving is thicker in L.A., or something. You want to wipe it all off like sweat, but it sticks too well. It may be some illusion—if it is, it is besieging—but everything seems so far away and takes so much energy to find and at the end of the day you wonder if you spent more time behind the wheel or away from it.

Some Los Angeles

It was a kind of relief to leave the valley and traverse the beautiful coastline up through Santa Barbara and then to Monterey and Carmel and Solinas and then to San Francisco (aka “The City”). The coast surprised me, actually. Thinking it similar to the golden shores of Miami, which is maybe the case in the L.A. area, it was oftener steep drops into crashing waves, like Icarine mountains that finally realized it was too hot and decided to go for a swim, somersaulting into the Pacific. As I went it proved to be a continuous (really) collision. North of San Francisco the coastal road was so windy I slalomed my way north feeling like a test driver avoiding orange cones in one of those commercials.

Some Carmel

But the Bay Area should not be passed over without mention. It is much larger than I ever anticipated—I’m not sure why—but just as hilly. The City is brimming with an energy, artistic, historic, diverse. The Spanish heritage is revived in authentic taquerias, and new and used bookstores speckle the strips of shops on roads filled with so many people dressed conspicuously that they are swallowed in a sea of eclecticism, like all those beautiful lights blinking at the same time in Vegas where the gorgeous marble statues go unnoticed. There seemed to be quite the “immigrant” population—all friendly—Easterners who abandoned their home for a Western one settle in the most Eastern city of the West. Honestly, Frisco’s a regular New York or Boston, in feel. But the city’s veins run west, and that attracts we who want something different, but the same, sort of.

Some San Francisco

So, I suppose it is like any other city in these regards. And maybe I liked it because all this time out West makes me long for home. Maybe that’s what’s nice about Oregon: how East it feels—they have a Portland even!—and no matter how close to the sunset I get, my heart is in his rise. Isn’t that what I loved about Santa Fe? How like morning she was, clear and fresh and crisp? Isn’t that what I left in Vegas and L.A., the cities who wake and live in the electrified dark?

The New Yorkian skyline of The City (not to mention the arrogance—our city is best) is familiar so far from familiarity. I lighten up.

Some Northwest

How good to bookend the trip, from one Portland to the other; from one pineland to another; from East to West. It makes me think how we really are all one, all United Statesian. Being at Pacific’s scratching fingers I am no farther from Atlantic’s reach. I stand on her shores and look far into the distance, to the Cathays and Tartars I may never see, may not even exist. Isn’t it true? Far enough West brings me still farther East after all.